Skip to main content

I remember... ㅜㅜ


I remember Mr. Sung's scream at me at volleyball practice.
I remember he screamed, "If you can't get another ball, you are out of the team, and we are not starting the team practice until she gets at least one ball!"
I remember it was 10th times I missed the ball that he passed me.
I remember how fast the ball that Mr. Sung passed me was; it was definitely faster than anything that I have seen in my life. 
I remember the ball bounced off my arms out of the court-a place where I should never be passing the ball.
I remember the emotion I felt at that moment; I was miserable - everybody was watching me, wishing to continue the team practice after I get a ball properly, but I was keep failing. 
I remembered an article saying, 'if you are standing on the edge of a precipice, you will exhibit the potential that you have never experienced in your life.', which didn't fit to me.
I remember uncontrollable burst of tears that obstructed my field of vision; the ball was keep coming to me, but I could not properly see it. 
I remembered numerous 7th and 8th periods I spent to practice volleyball to be a setter (which I failed) or at least to guard my position in a team, doing my best to get a ball

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Lab Note #3 The result

  Lab Note #3 The result Experiment date: 2020. 8. 31 Material: Microscope, cell counting machine, the result of the first experiment 1. Observing the result of the last experiment  Through a microscope, I observed colorectal cells that were treated with PLA2 and 5-FU. Then I took pictures of them through a computer connected to the microscope.  Though I expected to observe the reduced cells, I was surprised to see the cells that reduced only in a small amount. So I decided to use cell counting machine to get the exact result.  2. Counting cells Dead cells are stained red while alive cells are stained green. The machine then count the number of green cells and red cells.  First, I put small amount of buffer solution with chemical (PLA2 or 5FU) and cells on the small plate. (Pipetting should be done in order to make sure that cells aren't compacted together.) Then, I put the plate on the machine which starts counting. After I check the result, I saved it on the U...

Extracurricular Activities Lists

Biology      1. Individual Research abstract  Study on leaf movement of Mimosa Pudica  Anti-cancer effect of Phospholipase A2 from honey bee venom with 5-Fluorouracil     2. Lab researcher - Seoul National University PyeongChang Campus Lab      3. Captain - SEM      4. Vice Captain - Korean Demilitarized Zone Ecosystem Exploration Team      5 . Internship - Oriental Medical Clinics      6. Speaker - Global Healt Youth Conference of Johns Hopkins University      7 . Honors  Gold & Bronze Medals - ASEAN Innovative Science Environmental and Entrepreneur Fair (Biology & Innovation Divisions)  Excellent Yout Scholars Award - Korea Scholar's Conference for Youth (Biology Division)  National Finalist & Biology Division Bronze Medal - Korean Science & Engineering Fair  5th Place - Dasan Academic Festival  Theatre      1. Leader (Pl...

Dormitory alone

     I throw myself on my bed being exhausted. I can hear my roommates under me talking loudly about food they are going to eat in home during weekends. Wishing the dormitory weekend menus to be good, I close my eyes for a short sleep until the first self study time begins.   Surprised with a large sound coming out from my alarm clock, I wake up. The total silence in a whole room makes me hard to believe that only 30 minutes have passed from the moment that the whole dormitory was full of sound of students being excited about going home. I consider sleeping for a whole self study for a moment, but I soon make up my mind and get out of the bed since I know dormitory teacher always look around the empty dormitory in order to check whether students cleaned their room before they leave.   I slowly put books in to study during the first self study time in my bag and go up to a cafeteria, my favorite place to study. A cafeteria which is usually full of students...